jasmine

说好的幸福到了那里？

2011-05-06T03:47:00.001+08:00

It just seems like, I am not important to him anymore. Nobody know how hurting it feels.. After enduring so much, this is what I received. Why am I so naive?

心疼

2011-05-05T23:33:00.001+08:00

也许我对你来说以没有那么珍贵,也许这份爱以累了吧。。。当我心疼的时候，你一点都不理我。你到底还要不要这份爱，如果不要，告诉我，不要让我像白痴一样的等。

In the name of luv

2011-04-16T19:38:00.001+08:00

What will you do to someone whom you trust so much but betray ur trust and put you in misery .. What will you do again if he/she didn't realize that it's a huge pain to you and expect you to behave just like nothing happened ?

towards 3rd year

2011-04-11T00:41:00.002+08:00

Dear,

It is our 2 years and 7 months anniversary today! Can't believe that we have come this far =) I want to thank you for loving me the way i am . In this r/s, there are many ups and downs but through all these, i understand you better and i know that you are the right man for me. There are still many hurdles ahead of us..lets hold on to each other tightly and never let go ! i know we will make it through the rain!

Love you, Jasmine

cheer

2011-04-06T01:16:00.005+08:00

When i was a gymnast, i always envy the national team. I wanted to be part of them but i knew that it would never happen. As a cheerleader, i am able to shine. Now, there's a chance to represent Singapore for a competition, i hope i can make my dream come true. To be a national team player and to do my country proud. Just like the national team gymnast !

Good times never end..

2011-04-05T02:56:00.004+08:00

Finally dear is back after 6 weeks, am so happy =)

I hope time can stop ticking...

nothing change, just that.. he love me more than before.

Dear, come back soon alright? see you on sat .

I LOVE YOU.

My Boyfriend

2011-04-01T03:36:00.001+08:00

My boyfriend, Tan Kahau choose to love me just the way I am. He never want to change me though I am hot tempered, stubborn and unreasonable at times. He devote his time fully to me whenever he has the chance. His navy is pulling us further , straining the relationship we thus build. unhappiness, misunderstanding and insecurities have showered us blurring our purpose in this relationship but I am glad that we cleared all the mist in the air today. Finally we are back to the same again.

I will change and I must change for the sake of him. I love him and only him.

Though I am really upset that my bf has to sail, I have to be strong and wait for him to be back. Signing on might be a mistake, for what done had already been done.. I will my best to put this aside and never dig it out again.

I will continue waiting. I'll look forward to the very day when you finish your Navy and ask me to be your princess and never leave me again. Though our relationship is tough, I still believes in Fairy Tales. It can true for that's what I believe in.

Dear, lets stay strong.
I'll stand by you.
I Love You .

You are already part of my life.

Worry

2011-03-14T02:06:00.001+08:00

Saw the news today. The tsunami was scary . I saw the ship toppled, crashed on to the bridge and washed on to the land . Image of kahau went through my mind. I tear. I couldn't control. I am afraid that similar disaster might happen to him. He is still sailing and no one knows what will happen next . For a moment, I hope that he can break the bond . I really don't want anything to happen to him. I can't afford to lose him. He is too important to me.

I know I am selfish. I don't care. I want my boyfriend to be safe and sound. I don't need a luxurious life, all I need is him.

Heartbroken

How deep is ur love?

2011-03-12T00:56:00.002+08:00

"what kind of guy would i'd be if i walked out when she needed me the most?"

Miss u

2011-03-06T21:38:00.001+08:00

Dear, be back soon. I miss you.

Lonely

2011-03-06T16:07:00.001+08:00

Cheer ended at about 2 pm today, currently I am at compass point walking around aimlessly. I really don't know what to do.. I feels so lonely. I really hope that there's something to fill this emptiness. I think I'll go in to depression soon if this continues. I really miss kahau a lot .. What should I do to keep u by my side forever ? Chat with biyi today ..she told me that the longest time that Nigel left her was 6 months. I really dont want to experience the same thing. I really don't want. Bf told me that he won't leave me for so long . Who should I believe ? Stop lying to me .. I am not a kid :( what is love when you are not around ? Don't tell me that love can withstand anything .. For me, love is the time spend together ..

It's really a torture for me.
Sometimes I wake up hoping that I never knew u so that I don't need to feel so empty without you.

Teach me what to do ?
Teach how to love you in this kind of condition..

I hate my life and I hate myself for being over reliance to him .

Lost

2011-03-04T23:05:00.001+08:00

Graduated from poly and moving on to the next stage of life.

Am in a dilemma ..

Pursue law ?

Sports science ?

NIE?

Or

Art ?

I don't know what I want now ...

just take my hand n runaway..

2011-02-26T08:59:00.002+08:00

i hope that time will stop everytime we are together

trying to get to you, are you missing me too?

Dear, i miss you

2011-02-26T08:31:00.001+08:00

Come back soon.
stand by me and don't leave me again...

2011-02-17T01:24:00.000+08:00

<3>

BON VOYAGE BABY.

Bon voyage

2011-02-14T08:59:00.001+08:00

Yesterday he refused to hold my hand and chose to ignore me . There was a silent war between us but ironically, we don't know how it started.

We are both struggling. Struggling to cope with the painful separation on this coming Wednesday. I don't want to bid farewell and see him 6 weeks later. However, I know I need to face it.

We can't escape.

We try not to think about it but as time passes, we realized that we are running out of time. We need to sit down and talk. No more cold war.

Though 6 weeks sounds really long but looking at it , I will spend 2 weeks studying for my final year exam and also another 4 weeks on preparation for cheer competition .

I will wait for dear to be back and show him my fantastic results n a champion cup !

Fear.. Disappointment.. Take them away.

Dear, I will be waiting for you. Waiting for you to be back by my side again. It's just 6 weeks. For you, you must leave the port telling yourself that it will be fun n exciting . There's will be a lot of things you will learn and these are beneficial for you and in your career . If you think it's sian, it will follow you for the next 6 weeks. So be positive baby.

To not feel upset is impossible, that I know. Wipe off your tears and be strong ok ?

I am waiting for you
Love you always.

Today is valentine day("v") it's ok that we cant celebrate it this season, I know you love me and that's more than enough. If you feel bad, just return me when you are back ok ? I will never run away, never, never . You need to have faith in our relationship. We took 2 years 5 months plus to build up . We invested so much and I won't just left it go cos you go sailing :) don't be silly.

Tan Kahau ! Xie xie for loving me.

I believe I am the most blissful girl in the world.

I love you kahau ("v")

dear

2011-02-13T23:17:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is valentine day =)

bless all lovers =)

dear, i will be missing you

Recover soon

2011-02-09T08:23:00.001+08:00

My student got in to a road accident 2 days ago. The motorist died and now she is struggling to stay alive. Lying in the ICU alone, she has to bear the unbearable physical and mental pain. Doctor put her into coma to let her rest . If her brain pressure goes down, she will be fine. She is still struggling . Still fighting to open her eyes. it's so heartbreaking to see her in this state. I just saw her last Saturday in the tuition centre. She's so skinny, so vain, so hardworking and has so much prospects in her life . How could god be so cruel ? She worked so hard for her English , a maths n sciences just for the coming o level but everything just happened so soon . Just too soon. My dear girl , stay strong . We are there to go through this with you . I love you girl.

Heartbroken.

I want my sleep

2011-02-01T22:15:00.001+08:00

So glad to have my friends With me. I would have died for my individual project without them.

Project submission is at 9am tmr , am not sleeping tonight. Hopefully I don't die for tmr lecture, tutorial n project meeting.. Oh there's reunion dinner too !

I am very tired .. But no choice .

This cny, I didn't buy any new clothings , heels and bag :( I have no time .

All I want is a gd sleep .

Dear will be back tmr . Finally.

you you n you again =(

2011-02-01T02:21:00.003+08:00

chat with bf just now, from his voice i could tell that he was very tired. The training must be very tough to drain all his energy away. He was so tired but trying to stay awake just to talk to me. My heart aches seeing him suffer.

In my mind, i want him to just get out of this torturous place but i know i can't, i could tell how much he wanted it and how much passion he has for Navy. I know i cannot be selfish, i cannot stop him from pursuing his goals.

I miss him, i really do. i am so used to having him by my side and now i don't know how to live alone again. i cried every time i thought of him sailing off for 6 weeks in feb. how am i going to live? what am i gonna do?

No matter what, i must stay strong, i must encourage him..

this is one HUGE hurdle that we must overcome and i really hope that it will soon be over.

all i want is a simple relationship.
i don't want a luxury life

a small and happy family with stable income is all i want..
why does it seems so tough ?

i know he had signed on, so no matter how much tears i shed, how much i miss him is useless but i just can't control my emotional. i really hope that bf can overcome all the obstacles and be one of the best, though i still gonna wait for the next 6 years but i believe with the love we have for each other can bring us through. Soon, there will be sunshine after the rain.

i look forward to that day.

Dear, i really miss you like crazy

i miss you, kahau

2011-01-25T09:42:00.001+08:00

love you kahau

fearful of my life

2011-01-24T11:51:00.001+08:00

school is crazy.

28 Jan- Intellectual property prj(grp) and coporate governance prj(grp) submission
31 Jan- shipping law prj (ind) submission
1 Feb- insolvency prj (ind) submission
2 Feb- Trusts, wills n probate prj (ind) submission
4 Feb- coporate governance prj (grp) sub
9 Feb- Intellectual property test
17 Feb- advance civil procedure test

on top of all this, there's tutorial, cheerleading(tues,sat,sun) n work(sat).

i hope i don't die.

seriously.

Training

2011-01-19T09:54:00.001+08:00

My coach shouted at me right in front of everyone when it's not even my fault. I straightened my body to go up the stunt, my bases missed the timing and thrown me at a wrong angle . How can I even counter when the force is so strong? Top flyer's job is to shut up n lock isn't it?

Angry

you , its all about you .

2011-01-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

missing him already. I can't imagine the day when he needs to sail for 6 weeks.

Love you Kahau.

i knew i am going to miss u

2011-01-16T22:25:00.002+08:00

currently i am at bf's place. He is packing his army stuff while i am doing my project.Year 3.2 is certainly stressful. There's many individual project n group projects with very tight deadline. I have a feeling that i might not be able to maintain my grades. I always get confused when doing individual prjs. i really hope that things which i am worrying of would turns out well. Initially i aimed for GPA4.0 but by looking at my progress now, i worry for myself.

went to punggol plaza with bf to get his army just now and met his friends. we went to Suki Sushi restaurant for dinner. I chat with his army friend's friend- Nat. She graduate with a GPA of about 1.5 but now she is working at some banking firm, picking up phonecalls. her pay b4 CPF is about 2k with no working experience. For a moment, i ponder.. i asked myself.. should i work so hard? should i be a paralegal ? a paralegal has so much responsibilities but the pay is so minimal. a small firm could only pay about 1.7k and a big firm could pay about 2 k. i mean.. don't u think that it's too little ? what shld i do ?

study business in uni?
work in a law firm first ?
study in law sch in next yr sep ?
study in a private law sch in singapore?
switch n do other degree?
sign on with the police force ?

i am so lost .

looking at my GPA .. haix..............

bf is going back tmr @ 7.45am. He got into OCS and is training to become a navy officer. i am happy for him because i know that his future will be very bright and life will be easy after that =) however, i feel a little disappointed. i know that he will not be able to stay by my side for long cos he would need to sail. It could be months. i detest leaving him, i want him to be by my side when i need a hug, a shoulder to cry on, a ear to listen my sorrow and a soul to share my joy. Although he told me that things will never change and we will be like the past. i knew it in my heart, i knew that he cannot be by my side for long. i hate crying everytime he leaves. i hate being alone. i hate loneliness....i hate missing him but i can't control myself.

I miss peeping at him when i am suppose to study, bite his thin hair when he piggyback me, cover him with a blanket when he is sleeping.... there's so much ..

Dear, i love you.
I just want to stay by your side.

Love you always,
Jasmine Neo

Love can be simple

2011-01-13T08:29:00.001+08:00

是我只是傻情人.

Learn to be thankful

2011-01-08T19:41:00.001+08:00

Rushing prjs and slp for about 3 hrs everyday, attend bf pop at 8am, accompanying him till 3pm, went training alone at 4pm, on the way to compass point now . Going to bf Hse again later. Tired. Nobody appreciate:(

Pop

2011-01-08T16:03:00.001+08:00

It's bf graduation parade today, I wake up early in the morning , dress up and went down to the float @ Marina Bay. Sitting at the audience seats, I could Clearly see the soldiers ! I tried spotting for bf but to no avail cos they seriously look the same ! A soldier passed out during the pop, guess must be the 24km march which drained away all his energy . I am really very proud of you dear ! Thank you for defending us :)

Sch sch sch

2010-12-30T15:12:00.001+08:00

Went home ytd and drafted my wills prj. Finally done with it and Slept at 6am ... In sch nw.. Gonna finish shipping no matter what .. Argh .. I hate my life .

You suck !

2010-12-30T01:21:00.002+08:00

giving too much and gets nothing in return.
Feels like a FOOL
i am giving up, not gonna care anymore
i will lead my life.

shipping law

2010-12-20T14:16:00.004+08:00

It's the first day of school holiday but i am back in school doing my shipping law project. Although it is an individual project, i don't want to do it at home. Needless to say, i would probably eat like a monster while doing my project then i would fall asleep and then continue my prj again. No choice.. i know i need to discipline myself! argh.. i kept reminding myself that i need to gym but hmmmm... my school loads is worrying me too much, i can't gym in peace. My waist is becoming flabbier and i could even feel a lump of fats. Though it is bothering me but i know my focus should be my studies.. sob..

Didn't do well for SIP report and i know i will not pass with commendation. I would need to work real hard this semester and hopefully i can achieve a GPA of 4.0. I am aiming to get into the DIrector's Honours list ..

Dear will be back on friday. i miss him =)

Zzz

2010-12-08T22:14:00.003+08:00

class start at 9am today but i overslept ... argh! i missed intellectual property law. Its so bloody important !!!!!! doing my individual report now.. hopefully i can finish by today and print the next day.. yup, means not gonna slp so soon=(

My lower back is aching like no one business.. i guess is due to the fall from a rewind last week. can't sit for long, pain! tmr jared is coming to UPCC, should i go? i have so much things to do and my back is aching.

i am missing bf ! he did a marvelous job in army ! he scored full marks for his shooting training ! He is the only one who scored full marks for 2 times ! can see that he is doing very well and his goal of being a officer is about to happen very soon !

Jia you my dear.. you know i am so PROUD OF YOU!

I LOVE YOU TAN KAHAU!

Music to share =)

first day of school =)

2010-12-07T08:47:00.005+08:00

Rise and Shine !

Today is the first day of school ! Quite excited but knowing that there's 1 prj to submit next week and 6 projects to submit next month, it just dampen my spirits! hopefully i can survive this semester cos other than that i still have cheer training,coaching and 2 tuition classes (maybe 1 more class).

miss my bf like crazy.. though sometimes we quarrel, i just wanna him to know that i seriously care and worry for him. How i hope i can be there for him. The hard core training that he is going through is not fun at all.

Dear, be back soon !

you promised to train hard and go to partner stunt with me !
i really hope that day will happen !

alright, i need to study now..

=(

2010-12-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

finally bf call me today, i am so happy. After such a long wait, i get to hear his voice and talk to him. Just now i told him about my plan to get into a law school. To my surprise, he got .......................................................................................

should i give up?

what do i want ? how do i go about it?

2010-12-05T14:03:00.002+08:00

i will be graduating in next year April. It is time to plan on what i want to do next.

I want to pursue a law degree after receiving my diploma is law. It is not possible for me to get into a local law sch, at the same time i am not interested in a private law school. What i can do is to fly over to UK and pursue my ambition.

But..Like what everybody says '' No Money , Suck thumb!'' its kinda true.

I can't go to UK!

right now, i am sourcing for scholarship and bonds. I've look through Navy, Army,Police Force,HDB, MCYS................... if i were to sign a bond with the Navy, Army or Police Force i would need to serve the 2 yrs NS. It can be an opportunity cos i can work in a legal department while serving my bonds.

i will do what ever it takes to fulfill my dreams. I also hope the authority will give me a chance.

kw/bf

2010-11-24T11:56:00.005+08:00

Left with 1 week and 3 more days in KW, i really love the experience in KW. The lawyers are all very friendly and helpful. They have no ego and teach me willingly. In KW, I was taught to draft legal letters, representation and mitigation plead. I was asked to give legal opinion to our client, i went for many client's interview, court trails and also do research. It is something i really love and i want to pursue in this field. We have interns from Australia law sch, Uk law sch, Raffles JC, Hwa Chong JC, St Nicholas girls' sch and Tp. Everyone are treated equally and all of us have our own mentor to learn from. It is so happening here, i don't want to go back to school =(

Currently gonna finish up my client's representation then i will be free to do my own research for my school project. Very reluntant to start but i have no choice, its better to start now then later. When school starts, its gonna be hell.Seriously.. there are 5 modules to study within 2 months, to add on .. there are individual prj, group prj, test every week and final exams at the end of feb and early march. There are also Cheer training twice/thrice a week, teach tuition twice a week and also coaching once a week. i hope i can manage.

Today is my kahau's birthday, this year we celebrated early as he was in the army. I miss him like crazy and hope to see him very soon. Life without him is like garden without roses.

Happy Birthday Dear !

Like what i always say, no matter how old you are, you are still my little kahau. hahaha

love you lots..

time to go back to work.

2010-11-16T01:41:00.003+08:00

can't sleep.. maybe i am suffering from insomnia..lol. i realise that as a person grows older, there are many things to worry about. i will be graduating in April2011. I wanna study in a university but i don't have any money. i was thinking of getting any bonds and scholarship as long as my education is sponsored. i knew that it is not as simple as it seems.. what should i do? I need fast money. I was considering of being an air stewardess or paralegal so as to earn my school fees. i thought of being a social escort ( just going shopping and dinner.. no other things!) and got scolded by my bf. what should i do to study overseas? i want to be a lawyer but without money, i can't fulfill my dreams..how many years must i work ?

why is my life so sucky?

66 Year-Old Indian Woman gives Birth To Triplets

2010-11-11T15:18:00.003+08:00

The world’s oldest known mother of triplets is a woman who lives in Haryana, India, and is 66 years of age.

Even more amazing is the fact that Bhateri Devi had been childless for 44 years of marriage and conceived via artificial insemination.

The two healthy boys and one girl were born this past May at Hisar’s National Fertility Center (NFC).

The babies are the just desserts of the woman’s bitterness against her farmer-turned property owner ex-husband, Deva Singh, who divorced her because she could not give him an heir and remarried two more times to no avail.

“The triplets are a happy coincidence. Bhateri had failed to conceive on two earlier attempts where two embryos were transferred to her womb each time. We made a third attempt with three embryos and were happily surprised when all three became implanted. This is the first documented instance where a 66-year-old woman has nurtured to full term and successfully given birth to three healthy babies,” according to Dr. Anurag Bishnoi of the NFC.

Although an amazing scientific achievement and a first concerning the birth of triplets, it is not a medical breakthrough.

Rajo Devi, a seventy-year-old woman, gave birth 18 months ago to a little girl named Naveen Lohan, with the help of The National Fertility Center, the same doctor and state-of-the-art in-vitro fertilization techniques.

Many childless couples have been granted the ability to conceive under the guidance of Dr. Bishnoi and the NFC.

“More than a hundred women over 50 years of age have successfully given birth at our center and this has been without a single case mortality of either the mother or the child,” Dr. Bishnoi said proudly.

Despite the shadows of problems that can and often do occur with aged parents dying before children are grown and other health issues, bringing a new life into the world is at all times a joyous and miraculous event.

Bhateri’s ex-husband is jubilant about her multiple-birth delivery of that which he so desperately desired at the cost of his wives’ happiness.

Perhaps i will consider IVF in future so that i can conceive just once with maybe 2 or 3 babies.

7 seconds!

2010-11-10T18:05:00.002+08:00

Lottery Winnings Denied for Being 7 Seconds Late

A lottery winner has been denied his fortune because his lottery ticket was processed a mere 7 seconds after the day’s deadline.

Joel Ifergan of Montreal walked into a convenience store just a couple of minutes before 9:00pm to buy lottery tickets. The clerk informed him that he only had a short time to make the purchases before the deadline for that day’s draw would pass.

Ifergan bought two tickets for Lotto Super 7. Both were purchased just before the 9:00pm deadline.

But a lag in the lottery system’s processing time meant that the purchase was only approved on Loto-Quebec’s end at 9:00:07 – seven seconds after the draw deadline.

Later, Ifergan would be shocked to learn that he had hit all 7 winning numbers.
7 winning numbers, but 7 seconds late.

“When we met with a Loto-Quebec lawyer and two of their technicians at the depanneur, they told us there was a 10 to 12 second delay in transmission time.”

That being the case, Ifergan believes Loto-Quebec owes him $13.5-million.

“My purchase and request for the tickets was done, if we calculate it backwards, approximately 8:59:43,” he said. “Due to transmission delays it was processed at 9:00:07.”

Loto-Quebec refuses to pay, however, and the case is now moving to litigation.

This case raises some interesting questions about the nature of offer and acceptance of contracts.

Does the transmission delay – the fault of Loto-Quebec – mean that the contract fails?

If the terms of the lottery agreement require that a ticket be purchased before 9 pm, does the purchase take place at the moment Mr. Ifergan asked for the ticket, or when the ticket was processed by Loto-Quebec computers, or when the money was handed over?

Personally, I have a feeling that Mr. Ifergan will be a millionaire after all – as will his lawyer

2010-11-05T12:46:00.002+08:00

Happy Deepavali to All ! No work today and will be going out with dear. Probably he is still sleeping now.. =( Got quite a bit of work to do at home because i am too lazy to finish them in office... Got a msg frm one of my student that she got almost full marks for her compo and compre paper ! That really makes my day! Teaching is definitely not an easy job. It is not only teaching within the books. There are many times you need to teach them about life which books doesn't suffice. I thanks them for giving me the chance to teach and learn from them. Their results really boost my confident in teaching.

Still rmb 2 years ago when i first taught them . I was quite nervous and worried that i may not be able to produce results and also to meet their parents' expectation. After teaching them, i realised that they are not weak in english language it is just that they have difficulties in putting them into sentences and form a story. I went to the popular bookstore and search for compo books so that i can be more efficient. I forced them to memorise and copy idioms. They struggled but they have very strong will. Their hard work finally paid off ! KaiTing got 16/20 for her compo and 8/10 for compre. Kai Ming did very well too. Heard from his mummy that he almost got full marks for compo and compre. The person that we have to thanks is their mummy. Their mummy nuture them very well and guided them closely. Continue to strive and i believe they will achieve what they want in life . To be a Lawyer and a Doctor.

Thank you KT , KM & their mummy !

Home sweet home

2010-11-02T19:05:00.002+08:00

I am blogging in the train ! Finally I am done with research and sorting of client's list ! I am so tired and I don't feel like cheering. Now, I feel the stress to cheer... I felt pressurised . I hope that I can go home soon .. :(

I miss you kahau :(

U and me

2010-10-31T15:14:00.001+08:00

Unknowingly my love for him grew so deeply, I never meant to be selfish and unreasonable. I tried to put a hard front all the time but only ends up crying miserably. Love shouldn't be this way, there should be breathing space. I knew that but why am I behaving likewise? Love is not about possession and over reliance. I will change the way I look at love so that I would not pressure my love ones and also myself. I will prioritize my commitments and should not let love cloud over my dreams and my life. I'll learn to let go .. Maybe We will become happier.....

:(

2010-10-29T19:10:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I just hope that you can be a little patience towards me and not vent your anger when you are frustrated. It feels different , different from the past. Those little act of love kind of faded .... :(

Bizzare News!

2010-10-29T15:45:00.003+08:00

Man Slept Next To Dead Wife for 5 Years

A Vietnamese man dug up his wife’s body, molded it with clay into a female figure and put it in his bed so he could hug it every night for the past five years.
The man, 55-year-old Le Van from Ha Lam in the central Quang Nam province, is seen below with his wife’s remains

According to reports, Van began by sleeping upon his wife’s grave after she died in 2003. He said that a year and a half later he decided to dig a tunnel next to his wife’s grave so he could sleep beside her away from the rain and wind.

However, neighbors and local authorities found out about the practice and persuaded Van to stop. Subsequently in November 2004 Van returned to the grave, dug up his wife’s corpse and brought it home, where it remains today.

His neighbours dared not visit him for years, but have since grown more accustomed to the idea and will now pay him a visit from time to time.
“I’m a person that does things differently. I’m not like normal people,” he was quoted as saying. “My wife’s body only passed away but her spirit still accompanies us. I have no fear when it comes to sleeping with her at all.”

Local authorities are said to be planning an inspection of the case because of new sanitation laws that rule a body must be cremated or buried, and that burials cannot be carried out in residential gardens without approval.

Can you get over the one you love ?? i admire his courage!

Your Rights

2010-10-26T12:54:00.001+08:00

Sometimes you just need to pluck up your courage for self defence.

life as it seems

2010-10-25T00:43:00.002+08:00

I am quite glad that last week actually turns out well. I was transferred to the litigation department and i get to go to the court with my mentor. It was a very good experience, i get to sit beside her when she meet the judge. She took very good care of me and taught me a lot of valuable knowledge. Its never easy to be a lawyer, a lawyer can be very experience but still get scolded by the judge. During the last weeks, i was involved in a few client interviews. It was a fun and exciting=) i am now drafting a fraudulent claims letter, there's no precedent and i was told to just do it... i hope i do it correct and i really hope that my mentor will not screw me if anything goes wrong.

Dear went back to army just now. i really miss him and hope he can be beside me all the time. Life is very uncertain now. there's still many things that might pull us apart. be it his family issue, our education issue etc... i just hope that at the end of the day, he will be the one whom i say 'i do' to.

I still remember our dreams 2 years back when we were still very raw in partner stunt. We want to go for partner stunt competition in 2011! time really flies.. next year its gonna be 2011. Stunting with dear gives me a great sense of security, i knew i will be safe in his hand. Win or lose it doesn't matter ! as long as we do our best and complete our dreams together. i really hope that you can book out from the army on the day of competition !

JY

care or not care

2010-10-23T09:25:00.003+08:00

The 3 things that make my day.
you, my favourite cookies n nougat from my mentor

@ KW

2010-10-19T05:34:00.003+08:00

Went to court yesterday. Ms Lim was very nice, she brought me with her all the time and never neglect me. We went to high court and asked for adjournment after that to sub court for mediation at the dispute resolution center, after that we went back to KW and then back to sub court for yet another mediation. Next, she brought me to the lawyers' lounge, it was a very nice place with lawyers gossiping and chatting within their committee.

I wake up very early today to draft my defence for my client. My fault, i didn't finish them last night as i doze off =( gonna rush now and submit asap. I really hope my dreams of being a lawyer will come true. i will hold on to this dreams. maybe it will not happen now.. 10, 20 30 years... i'll wait.

Dearest Kahau,

Be Back Soon ok?

Signing off
Jasmine Neo =)

2010-10-18T23:00:00.002+08:00

An Unforgettable Novel

I hate my life

2010-10-15T10:28:00.003+08:00

pissed, disappointed, heartbroken.

why does bf's family hates me ?

why does loving you seems so difficult?

why must i face the humilation from ur family?

you suck !

why is daddy so biased?

why does sis committed an offence but still got an i phone ?

why does dad wanna make a passport for sis for an overseas trip with sch when he has no money?

biase !

why must i sacrifies so much for cheerleading?

why can't i take a studying break during exam period ?

you think i am selfish, how about you ?

why must i always worry about money ?

why is it so difficult for u to support for my education?

why must i push myself so hard?

why am i working like crazy? but earn so minimal ?

am i stupid ?

why is it life so hard on me ?

all i need is bf's family to accept me

daddy n mummy to know how to educate my siblings

coach to be more understanding

siblings to be sensible

why does it sounds simple, seems simply

but

in real life

not that actually ?

what do u want me to do ?

2010-10-13T01:38:00.003+08:00

had a chat with Michelle this afternoon. Michelle just got her degree in law from Melbourne. we talk about studying alone in a foreign country and how the teaching style there. It can be adventuresome but dangerous at time. Her place was broke in 2 times !

currently i am looking for bonds or scholarship so as to fund my sch fees. Sometimes when i think of it i am quite scare. i don't wish to lose kahau and if i really go will he wait ? i can't be that selfish .

missing him

life

2010-10-07T08:44:00.009+08:00

This is my kahau after transformation =) i noticed some changes in him after he came back from Army. He is definitely much stronger both physically and mentally. He treasure his family more and he is very caring now. He looks so much different now. My cousin who is only 5 years old called him a baby -_-'' maybe because he is BOTAK. i think he is cute ! hee

Before he went in for his 2nd booked in, he surprise me with these 5 envelopes to keep me accompany for the days when he is not aound. Thank you dear for ur effort.Day 1 : a letter from him and an order form from Famous Amos
till now, it is still in my fridge. i don't bear to eat it. love you kahau

Day 2 : a letter from him and a pair of pink socks with a couple printed on it. He knows that i am afraid of doing layout full during training, he knows that i need hm to be around..

Day 3: a letter from him and 2 subways cookies.. that's my all time favourite. Thank you love.

Day 4: a letter from him and a cotton card gift card from him. he knows that i don't like to waste money on clothings. i could still rmb not buying any clothes when he force me to, eventhough he is paying..

Day5.. secret btw me n him =)

Dear pls come back soon.. life is so boring without you. i miss you alot.

I love you !

loving Kahau

2010-10-01T11:21:00.002+08:00

i may not be the best girlfriend but i hope he can see that i am trying.
i told myself to give him more time for his family
i tried to stay a distance away though i missed him terribly.
i know that i cannot be selfish
i cannot keep him right beside me all the while
his family needs him, his friends need him too.
i don't want to post him in a difficult position.

all in all, i hoped he understand that i did it in the name of
LOVE

PS-My dear looked so cute with his botak head !

Seeing Dear Today

2010-09-30T11:49:00.001+08:00

Omg ! i am so nervous ..

what should i do when i see you ?
what should i say to you ?

better dun cry later!
=)

MISSES YOU

2010-09-29T22:41:00.003+08:00

Got food poisoning a few days ago. I thought i would recover after the medication but today the pain came back again. My abdominal hurts and i was having 3 times of diarrheoa during office hours. I took a nap during worK and brought the shareholder agreement to analyse at home.

feeling exhausted and tired.

waited for his call at 10.15pm .
i thought he would call a bit later..
still, no call.

=(

what happen ?

=(
=(
=(

Day 17 of missing you

2010-09-29T01:34:00.005+08:00

Just want to let you know that
you are the BEST thing that happened in my life
your presence strengthen me
with you around me,
dark doesn't seems to be scary
i learn to take things easy
i am definitely happier than before
do you know that ever since i know you,
My GPA never falls below 3 ?
its the love you gives keeps me going..

i didn't know love can be so magical
Thank you Dear.

Love you and missing you
still waiting..

Day 16 of missing you

2010-09-28T08:28:00.002+08:00

sis's prb
Bro's prb
my further edu
granny's injuries
my accomodation
my illness
my financial

is stressing me

2 more days to seeing dear
miss u badly!

Day 15 of missing

2010-09-27T09:40:00.001+08:00

F1 Party @ KW

in the office now.. currently no work to do..
feeling sleepy after taking my medication
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Dear where are you ?

waiting
waiting
waiting
waiting

Day 14 of missing you

2010-09-26T11:48:00.003+08:00

Its the F1 PARTY Organized by KW this evening ! This event will be held in KW and we can view the F1 race from our building! cooooooool !

Hopefully i won't fall sick later cause i am still recovering from food poisoning and fever.

Have been feeling quite hot tempered this few days, probably due to my illness. feels quite bad when i actually lost my temper to dear. =(
really sorry for that.....pls forgive me.
(Given by dear when i was in bad mood)

Got my result back 2 days ago, this is the best results i had ever achieved. I got GPA 3.5 this semester. Finally my hard work pays off. Thank you Dear for being by my side all this while.

missing dear like crazy
I can finally see dear on Thursday, can't wait!

Day 13 of missing you

2010-09-25T19:41:00.001+08:00

have food poisoning yesterday night and a slight fever.

take care love
waiting

Day 12 of missing you

2010-09-24T00:13:00.002+08:00

I really love working at KW, its the nicest place i ever worked in. Everyone is friendly and helpful. The interns from the top UK Universities are very friendly too ! Looking forward to working everyday =)

I do admit that works are challenging, thankfully my mentor is very nice =)

though its only 12 days, never a time you are not in my mind.
Miss you badly
can't wait to see you deardear.

love you =)

Day 11 of missing you

2010-09-23T06:32:00.003+08:00

1 more week to seeing dear! the first had not been easy for me. It was my school holiday and other than coaching, i spend the rest of my time thinking of him. It was kind of weird at first, I guess i am too used to his presence. This is not a gd thing, i shouldn't be over reliance.

This week is my internship, gd to be busy n stress but i still misses him when i am alone.

yesterday we chat over the phone for abt 30 mins, we chat all the way from sengkang train station to the point i reached home.it just feel so gd to hear his voice and know that he is doing fine =)

love kahau
still waiting !

Day 10 of missing you

2010-09-22T00:56:00.001+08:00

internship is quite stressful, to work and to cheer is even more tedious.

hope that deardear is doing well now.
misses his kiss and hugs.

love you
waiting..

Day 9 of missing you

2010-09-21T00:12:00.003+08:00

It was the first day of internship, very busy.
got a surprise call from dear at 1pm which was my lunch break !

9 more days to seeing dear !
i am so excited !

Every night i hug dumbo to sleep, it is as if i am hugging you to sleep...

love you kahau
still waiting

Day 8 of missing you

2010-09-20T00:09:00.002+08:00

Chat with him over the phone, he wasn't feeling well. He sang to me, i held my phone closely and listened quietly. Tears welled in my eyes.

Baby i am waiting for you.

Day 7 of missing you

2010-09-19T08:22:00.003+08:00

How i wish i can web cam with you
Just like the past

i was very busy yesterday, firstly give tuition at 8.30am, next cheering at 2.30, friend's birthday party after training. I reached home at 12 plus am , after that bath and sleep. How i hope everyday can be this busy so that i won't miss you so badly.

Tomorrow will be the first day of attachment, quite scare. Dear, how i wish you can be by my side =(

Gonna send Daniel for tuition class now after that bring my sibling for lunch at macdonalds. Lastly , will pay a visit to dear's family.

missing you still.

Day 6 of missing you

2010-09-18T07:37:00.002+08:00

I am counting every single day. I am waiting , still waiting !

i try to make myself super busy every day so that i won't think of you. but still...

yesterday i was coaching at tampines area, i saw quite a few army vehicles.. images of u pop in my mind again.

Tell me how can i live without you ?

Day 5 of missing you

2010-09-17T06:53:00.003+08:00

working from 8 am tp 1 pm and 7.30 pm to 9pm today! Going off soon ! Baked cookies yesterday but it taste horrible cos Ekta is not around =(

The first thing to look forward for in the day is to see whether did i receive dear's message !

Yesterday was the first time i talked to him without shedding a tears.

Miss him still
and
waiting patiently

Day 4 of missing you

2010-09-16T07:43:00.003+08:00

its only the fourth day, each day seems eternity. Wonder what is he doing now ? yesterday we chat for a while , it really seems like he is by my side; teasing me and at the same time embracing me in in arms. everyday i looked forward to seeing his message in the morning and waiting for his call at 10.15pm.

''Wo zai xiang ni''
Its because of you, i finally know love.

Day 3 of missing you

2010-09-15T07:55:00.002+08:00

Glad to hear that dear is adapting well and those hardcore training are no kick to him =)

Got a morning message from him today ! this really makes my day !

i will not cry over the phone again, gonna stay strong so that he won't worry for me.

going to work soon !

waiting patiently for you
My love for you is a journey; starting at forever and ending at never

Day 2 of missing you

2010-09-14T07:24:00.003+08:00

i try to keep myself busy so that i will not think about Dear. Got a message from dear at 4.59am, i was overjoy! If he can message me every morning, that would really brightens up my day =)

Coaching from 9.30 to 3pm after that cheer from 6-10pm. Gd very busy today ! will stay by the phone after 10pm. Can't wait to talk to him.

I MISS YOU KAHAU !
love you

DAY 1 OF MISSING YOU

2010-09-14T00:53:00.004+08:00

Dear getting ready to report for NS SERVICE
The last time seeing him . I can't take it but keeps crying
Dear ready to set off to Pulau Tekong
10 of September we were celebrating our 2 years anniversary and after 3 days he is enlisting. I really miss him terribly. The night before he enlist, i cried in front of him. i asked him what am i gonna do without him. I am so used to having him by my side all the time that i forgot that i need to be independent. The love that he showered to me makes me the most fortunate girl in the world. I never knew i was so loved and well taken care of until he entered into the army. Everyone told me not to cry as it is just NS and it is not like going to a war. Yes, i know. I just can't live without him. He is already part of me.

Got his call just now. He sounds ok and guess he is adapting well. If i can i wanna join him in the army =(

Without him by my side , it is as if the whole world is falling on me. Suddenly i felt very lost . i don't know where am i heading to.

Dear i really miss you terribly
Can't wait to see you
I LOVE YOU KAHAU

JIA YOU MY HERO
WAITING FOR YOU

2010-09-09T12:56:00.005+08:00

Finally my final exam for this semester is over, hope that all my hard work will pay off. Company and Partnership Account wasn't good but thankfully i managed to complete the paper. I got b+ for the coursework and hopefully i can maintain the standard and not touch a C. Criminal Procedure paper was one of the most relaxing Law paper i had ever done. I managed to complete all the questions on time and i am quite confident with that. Thank god=) For that i also got B+ for the coursework, if i can maintain or achieve an A i would be over the moon !! hee..

So far,
MLOCT- A
Crim pro- B+
CPA-B+
Civil Pro - C+

Target,
MLOCT- A
Crim pro- A
CPA-B+
Civil Pro - B

Well, i had done my very best and shall wait for the release of my results. I really don't want to see any C !! its ugly ! i will be going for my attachment on 20 sep, looking forward to that but at the same time a little worry and afraid. I will be attached to a lawyer and hopefully i don't screw up !

Heard from granny and aunt that Daddy wanted to sell away our precious 5 room HDB flat to fund my overseas education an d move to a small flat at some deserted area. I was quite upset to hear that . i don't want my siblings to get affected by it just because of me. That place is so far away from their school and its dangerous too. i called him last night and asked him not to sell away our flat and i told him that i don't want to enrol into a university yet. From his voice, i know that he is disappointed because his hope is to see myself getting a degree and do him proud. I promised him that i wil defintely get a degree and will not let him down =(

I planned to apply for scholarship and if i didn't get any, i shall work as a paralegal for a few years and gain enough experience first, after that i shall then apply to UK and study law. Well, its hard to say, there will defintely be changes along the way.

If only i am smarter, things would not be that complicated !
i shall work harder and pull up my grades!

Tomorrow will be my 2ND ANNIVERSARY with my beloved bf. In this relationship, i receives lots of love, plenty of care, sufficient attention which makes me the most lucky princess on earth =) I thank Kahau for loving me.

He got a i phone for me and i really like it alot. This will be my toy for now !
hee..If i can, i would want to piggy you till the rest of your life=)
i love you dear dear =)

Signing Off,
Kahau's Princess !

2010-08-26T20:08:00.000+08:00

studying in sch
dear is beside me
we are listening to
TOP OF THE WORLD

Fabulous Song !

2010-08-21T02:19:00.004+08:00

i'll miss you dearly.. less than 1 month together before you go Army.

2010-08-11T05:31:00.002+08:00

its 5.31 am now..
not asleep yet.

2010-08-11T01:58:00.002+08:00

the sight of you pain my heart
i refuse to look into your eyes
for i don't want to look back

terence once said that i truely love you
the genuine smile which i wears on my face when i see you
can't lie to anyone

2010-08-10T13:58:00.003+08:00

1 year 11 months today, we are still quarreling.
love is not as beautiful as i think
love is not like fairy tale
i am losing faith.

2010-08-10T00:59:00.005+08:00

Didn't update my blog for a long long time...
Last Saturday was a great day . I went to work in the morning after that went for teachers gathering at Marina Bay Sand Hotel. Its a very beautiful place , i am in love with pool and i wanna thank Agape for this memorable trip =)

These photos were taken in my class . They celebrated my belated birthday with me =)
The Best Boss(lady in white) and Colleague i ever had
The Fabulous Pool @ Marina Bay Sand Hotel. The highest pool in S'pore We went to the Universal Studio at night =) the entry fee is only $5 after 7pm on every friday and saturday. There are fireworks everyday ! its a must go !!!! This is the photo taken in the universal studio. very cheap.. the big pizza, drinks, tomato soup and tiramisu cake is only $40plus! its super yummy !!!

Went to PS,Orchard and Suntec today. This is one of my favourire dress. I love the design, unique but simple.

Will be giving tuition tmr. can't wait to see my 2 little genius !

These photos were taken last week. I am preparing my kids for a performance in November. the future cheerleaders!

thats it for today.
gonna do prj now.

2010-08-06T00:39:00.007+08:00

MY 21st

2010-07-29T22:24:00.001+08:00

having birthday celebration with family NOW !

Happy .........................

2010-07-19T08:32:00.003+08:00

Life is definitely much more tedious now. In 3 weeks time, i will be taking my final Civil Procedure Test. I need to score well, if not my GPA will drop.

Sometimes i don't understand...i study so hard but my result is still bad.. what happen?

i went for an educational fair yesterday, i came to realize that the school fee is rocket high. so what if daddy wanted to sell away his only valuable asset? Our 5 room HDB flat can only sustain my education and living expenses for the 1st yr in overseas. I don't want to be a burden to the family.

I know deep inside daddy and mummy's heart, they wanted to see myself entering into a local university and get my degree. I know i am the only hope in the family. I don't live for their expectation, i, myself also want to achieve a degree.

Why does it seem so difficult, so tough ?

i am getting sick of studying anymore. i hate to see my lousy result after studying so hard. I am already at the verge of giving up, i know i can't but i am losing the motivation already. All i look forward to is to graduate and get my diploma cert and move on with life ..

I aspire to be a lawyer but i know the road is never easy. if you ask me what i want now.. answer is i don't know.. i am losing track of what i want and what i aspire.

what can i do now ?

study and study and study.

set me free.

2010-07-11T23:13:00.000+08:00

21 birthday is coming..
but i am broke..
might not be having a party..
=(

2010-07-08T00:50:00.003+08:00

2 more days to our 1 year 10 months anniversary
looking forward to our 2nd year

i love you Baby

Sad Story( if you want to judge me, don't read)

2010-07-07T10:43:00.005+08:00

Yesterday wasn't a good day. i know as compared to other flyers in the team i am peanut. i can't do a double left twist yesterday or should i say i can never do a proper left double ? i have been trying , really have been trying but why can't you people believe me ? its not easy to switch from a right double to a left double, especially when i am so used to it. i tried turning but end up injury more people. I know a good flyer must be able to do everything but i really can't do it and what you want me to do ? you can shout at me, scold me and throw me aside or even keep me out of the team. its ok. i am very sick of it already, nobody knows how terrible i feel and people will just think that i choose to stay in my comfort zone...go ahead... that day i tried a kick twist double (left, when i don't even have a proper form) and i end up twisting in a bizarre position and injured myself and the people catching me. you think i never try? you think that i am not afraid ? i am sorry that i am not as good as some flyers in the team who can do all this,i really don't know what to do..

what does cheer mean to me? ever since i am force to learn basket toss kick double left , i always go to training with a heavy heart thinking of what scolding i will get. why can't i do something i am more confident in? one of our flyer never do a layout full before, she told the coach and the coach asked her not to do. How bot me ? i can't even do a proper twist too! can i tell you i can't do and let me do other things else?

maybe after this post you all will judge me and think that i am a lousy flyer who want to stay in my comfort zone and share my sad story. Sorry to disappoint everyone in the team if i am not good enough , take me away. i know my ranking in the team will drop drastically.. i am prepared since i can't to a left double.

=(

2010-07-04T11:27:00.000+08:00

PERSONAL TARGET FOR THIS YEAR:
B TOSS FLY BIRD
LAYOUT FULL

NO:
KICK DOUBLE FULL- Die also won't do it .

2010-07-01T19:08:00.004+08:00

Its the prize giving ceremony for student who got into Director Honour Lists
Congratulation to Mahdi AND Ekta.
May you become a successful lawyer in future !
You can do it alright !!
jasmine love the 2 of you always =)

2010-06-28T18:02:00.000+08:00

Stay Strong !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-27T01:31:00.003+08:00

Went to give tuition this morning, after that went for cheerleading training today. Partner stunts seemed to be much easier to do nowadays, should be the regular training. did 1 successful rewind today but it was not perfect and gary and i were really irritated and frustrated by it. We don't understand what went wrong and it seems like the chemistry between us has disappeared =( well, shall work hard and help him in his promotional video for entry in HPU.Jia you Gary !

I really looked forward to partner stunt next year..Dear and i planned to compete it together. We have been training really hard and can see that we have progress really well =)we did, Left Q, right Q, low high, lib to heel stretch,left n right heel stretch. We are now aiming for toss Q and stretch to stretch ! hopefully we can train this 2 stunts before the competition 2011. Jia you jia you..

September will be my internship and it will ends in dec. After that year3.2 semester will commence and in April , i will graduate. I really look forward to graduation day. this semester, i study really very hard but sadly i failed my civil procedure test and its 20% of my final score, for CPA i only scored 26.5/40 and for criminal procedure i scored 81/100. I must work harder and smart for the next few papers. This sem is not easy but i will continue to persevere! i need that GPA of 3.. yes at least a 3.

jiayou Jayson for ur Cupie! you can de !!

2010-06-13T21:15:00.012+08:00

21 Months Anniversary

we decided to go to Sentosa to spent this special day together. We don't celebrate it monthly but this time it is because its my school holiday and dear do not need to work. In addition, we just got our pay too =)

Good moments seem to end fast, in a blink of an eye the day is over. Till now i still miss the fun and laughter.

"For yesterday's memories, today's love, and tomorrow's dreams I love you."

On the way to Sentosa:

Got our tickets at Vivo, i like my hair bow!!
Its raining so we went to the song of the sea :
Taking a tram to Palawang Beach:
At the beach having great fun =)
Dear's hair dame cute

I love this photo
Thanks to TIGER, i can swim in the sea lol:
Playing Monopoly Deal:
I LOVE Palawang Beach.. CamWhore !Not to forget to take photos of myself !

Time really end fast...After spend like 4 hours at the beach, we went to vivo to have our dinner. Quite disappointed, the Fish and Chip that i ordered taste really horrible.
Next , we went to compass point 'Icing Room' to buy a cake to celebrate this special day =)
its fun cause we are able to decorate our very own cake ! Here, take a look at our art piece!
The process of decorating the cake! it was really fun! we were given 5 tubes of decorating cream . the picture on the right was what i want to design when i was heading towards compass point !All couple must go to icing room !

After a loooooooooooong day, its time to go home !
Eating it with my family ! My cousin, Ryan is eyeing on the icing.

"The road to true love was never easy, I know I've hit all the bumps, but now I'm standing strong saying, I love you, 'til the end of time."

2010-06-07T21:54:00.003+08:00

i am so glad to have you in my life
Though we faced obstacles
but i really want to thank you for holding on to this relationship
i love you

2010-05-27T13:12:00.002+08:00

WELCOME
'CHEESE'
TO THE FAMILY !! This rabbit belongs to Kahau and i =) I could still remember how small and fragile CheeSe was just a few days ago. Cheese's mummy doesn't wants to feed cheeSe with Milk and as days passes, Cheese became tiny and was on the verge of dying. I tried to feed Cheese with drops of water everyday. Cheese managed to survive but is still very weak. Then one afternoon, i thought of an idea ! i asked dear to come to my house early and asked him to hold on to the mother and flip her to another side so that Cheese can suck its mummy's milk. Luckily it works ! We continued untill Cheese can survive on its own.

Our Precious CheeSe

This was taken 2 days ago, Cheese just open its eyes today !Lots of LOveeee.......

Bed Jump contest

2010-05-20T19:30:00.007+08:00

" See my make.believe BED JUMP! @hollyjean http://holly--jean.blogspot.com/2010/03/sony.html "

2010-05-16T12:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FULL MONTH

BABY ADEN !

Baby Aden with Daddy and Mummy !

Sweet !!Baby Aden with Parents and Grandmother !!!!!!

Young granny =)Baby Aden is so cute ! i wish to have one too !! haha .. theres still many years to go !!!!! now... better concentrate on my studies ! hee...

2010-05-03T18:04:00.002+08:00

currently at the school canteen. there's so much things to do today! for today i shall cover
-Study CPA
-Criminal pro tut
-Criminal pro research for ind prj

have not been studying during my weekend and so i have come out with a brilliant idea to force myself to study ! every saturday, after working i need to go for cheer training and most of the time will reach home at about 9pm. i shall read through my research resources in the bus so that i can rest at home !As for sunday, i will be going to school from 10am-5pm to study. My bf will be fetching me, after that we can go for shopping or catch a movie =) i seriously need to pull up my grades ! i need to guaduate with at least a GPA of 3.

quite happy today ! cos i have just receive my pay ! like FINALLY !! i don't have to starve anymore ! i want food =) look at the amount of money i need to spent this month !
-phone bill ($110)-2mths
-cheer pant($18)
-cheer shoes($40)
-gymnastics class($40)
-fix laptop($300)

after paying all this , once again.. i can annouce bankrupt again ! lol.

gonna start study le.bb

gonna have fish and chip for my dinner ! YES !

2010-04-30T14:33:00.002+08:00

Lazy will only leads to productive time being wasted. i will look down on people like that. i seriously mean it.

2010-04-28T13:40:00.004+08:00

went for APEL class this morning =)my teacher (Mr Mathavan) was discussing about Dream jobs and Relistic jobs with us.. after that he asked us to write down on a piece of paper. Well, for me.. i think that i am very lost. What do i want in life ? from the very start, i aspired to become a kidergarten teacher but for some reason i didn't take early childhood in NP but end up takin law in TP. I thought if only i work hard and anything is possible. Well, that was not the case. Along the way, i realised that it is not like secondary school and my way of studying needed to change.. my results was not good , it was atrocious ! To enter into a university could be a huge problem , all i could do now is to work smart and hard for the rest of the semester and hopefully with what i got, i can end up in a university. Not others but NUS,SMU,NTU.

This was what i wrote:

what do i really want ?

2010-04-22T22:56:00.005+08:00

ADDITIONAL UPDATES!!

29April2010 they are so AWESOME !

My all time favourite- Zarous

So cute isn't it ?

below- Jack =)

below- i forgot her name =( shes very active and cute !

class ended, they r having fun running ard lol.. =)

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during the holidays, i helped my coach to teach pre school gymnastics. It was indeed a great experience =) and i really have great fun there ! it requires alot of patience to teach pre school as they are too young and communication can be a problem. for example, some of my kids couldn't tell left and right. Most of the time we need to use very layman term to tell them what to do... despite all these.. and yes! i love coaching den giving tuition! cos..i don't have to use my brain ! hahahahahahhahah!!!! well. take a look at some pic taken by me !!

My first day of work ! reporting !!

setting up !

my circuit invention !hah!

My K1 Class.

Waiting for class to start !Training their arm strength !

end work !!!! and yes .. after coaching i will have a really MANLY VOICE

This is another school i coach..

Singapore is such a small country !! i happen to meet my aunt as she is the teacher there. I didn't know it !

Mark- my all time favourite ! super handsome and cute!

The set up in their classroom

There is still one more school in tampines but no pictures can be taken cause it is not officially showed to public yet. the PAP has GYMNOVA MAT(gymnastics spring mat). so cool .

couldn't coach that often now due to my sch time table. will miss the kids .

2010-04-19T18:21:00.000+08:00

STRESS !

SUPER WORRY THAT I CAN'T GET INTO UNI !

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO ?

SHIT !

2010-04-18T16:34:00.003+08:00

Gonna visit Baby Aden soon ! super excited !
Congrats to my cousin priscilla !
we grew up together and i can't believe that she is a mother now !